Magic, mystery and superstition
– Halloween!
The holiday began as the Celtic
festival of Samhain, the end of summer and beginning of winter, when the worlds
between the living and the dead blurred, and ghosts roamed the earth. People felt especially close to deceased
relatives and friends. For affable spirits, places were set at the dinner
table, treats left on doorsteps and by the roadside. Candles were lit to guide loved ones on their
return to the spirit world.
Today in our trick-and-treat
celebration of the holiday, many of the rituals have become obsolete. A lot of
the old customs focused on the future rather than the past—on the living
instead of the dead. Some traditions
purported to help young women identify their future husbands and, with luck by
next Halloween, they would be married.
At some Halloween parties, the first successful apple-bobber would be
the first one to walk down the aisle.
I love to dress in costume for
Halloween whether I’m handing candy to trick-or-treaters, going to a party or
going for a drink with friends. I have a
vampire costume, a dark fairy costume, an angel costume with wing (real
feathers in blue and green) and a Cleopatra costume (I usually wear this with
vampire fangs as Anne Rice’s Queen of the Damned).
Do you dress in costume for
Halloween? What’s your favorite costume?
Night Before Doomsday isn’t
a Halloween story or an inspirational.
It is about fallen angels. In Genesis, "The sons of God saw that
the daughters of men were fair; and they took wives for themselves from those
who were pleasing to them."
Azazel was a leader of the Grigori, the angels sent to Earth to teach Mankind after the oust from Eden, how to survive in a less hospitable environment. Nine-tenths of the Grigori fell from Grace, but was it love or lust?
This novella presents the Grigori's tale in first person from Azazel's point of view--the temptations, his struggles and the final realization that Heaven doesn't speak to him anymore.
Azazel was a leader of the Grigori, the angels sent to Earth to teach Mankind after the oust from Eden, how to survive in a less hospitable environment. Nine-tenths of the Grigori fell from Grace, but was it love or lust?
This novella presents the Grigori's tale in first person from Azazel's point of view--the temptations, his struggles and the final realization that Heaven doesn't speak to him anymore.
Excerpt:
One spring night I picked my way
down a slippery path and found Ruth bathing in a moonlit lake. The sight took
my breath away, and the song taking shape in my mind fled.
“Golden Azazel descends to his
humble servant.” Ruth twined her arms
above her head, her wet, succulent breasts gleaming in the moonlight.
She forged into shallower water.
Excellent night vision bared what the lake would have hidden. The dark curls at her mound drew my gaze.
I averted my eyes. “I’ll leave you
to your peaceful ablutions,” but anticipation rooted my feet to the sand. She'll come to me...I was
certain. I turned, placing my wings
between me and temptation.
“Ho, Azazel!”
I angled my body so that I could
see her. Beckoning, she strode through
the lake, shedding her mantle of water to stand naked on the beach. Moonlight traced lush curves and the ivory
globes of her breasts. I could almost
taste the rosy, pebbled nipples. Wet
hair streamed to her small waist. My
breath hitched. My heart raced, pumping
blood to the shaft tenting my robe.
Guilt plucked at my nerves, but I couldn’t look away.
Magdalene waited for me. I should leave before trouble closed the
distance between us. My feet refused to
move. Enchanted, I stared at the feline
huntress. I might have conceived this
sensual work of art, my own hands molding from river clay that perfect feminine
shape. A thudding awareness of the power
she’d been born with, and that lust had given her, held me prisoner. Then Magdalene’s face flashed before my eyes,
turning me toward home.
Deep, throaty laughter mocked
me. “You’re afraid of me, Mighty
Archangel.”
I spun to face her. “I am not
afraid of you, Ruth.”
“Oh?” Her arms glided around my
shoulders, her fingers massaging tense muscles.
She snuggled her face against my
wings, her hands stroking the tender underside. She must know that caressing my wings fired lust. Which of my brothers was Ruth’s lover?
“Bad Ruth,” she purred, “Azazel is
a married man.”
I held her back from me. “I’m not a man. I’m an angel.”
“A fallen angel.”
Shame and anger jerked me out of
her embrace. “Mind your tongue.”
She teased my nose with a feather
that had fallen from my wing. “You
committed the Original Sin.”
“The Original Sin was
Disobedience.”
Her eyebrows flickered, her
expression mocking. “Did you not disobey
when you took Magdalene into your bed?”
The truth tore a gasp from me. Angels are the Word made manifest. The Word no longer spoke in me. I had betrayed divine trust.
She rubbed her arms. “Your eyes burn my skin. I’ve made you angry.” With her hand, she traced my hipbone, her
fingers then slid across my thigh.
I caught her hand before she could
touch the hard evidence that I wanted her.
“Smite me with your Seraphic
sword.”
“Ruth.” Her name was a plea, a prayer to withstand
temptation.
“I’ll never forget the first time I
saw you.” She winnowed her fingers through my hair. “Thick, straight, silky as the gold thread
you’ve taught us to spin, your hair spilled over the whitest, grandest wings of
all. I wanted you then. I want you even more now. I can make you feel better than you’ve ever
felt before.” A fingertip dotted desire
on my lips. “I promise.”
Ruth made good her promise. Her body clutched, sucked and milked me
dry. Delirium took me down, down, deeper
and deeper. As a delicious explosion
tore me asunder, I cried, “My God, Ruth.”
No, not my God, any more....
I tried to stay
away from Ruth, but memories of her lusty embrace left me moaning, sweating in
my bed. I touched Magdalene, felt Ruth. I craved, yearned, stopped myself just short
of praying to be consumed by her fire. Shadows
in the moonlight, we stole heaven beneath eucalyptus trees. To her credit, Ruth never told our secret—that
she’d tempted the first angelic husband from his wife’s bed. If she had other lovers, there was no
evidence, and our passion blazed out of control

Thanks for sharing Azazel with us, Linda! I don't always dress for Halloween, but when I do, my favorite costume is a wenches outfit I bought at the Renaissance Festival. I've also been known to don a wig, Pretty Woman style, and an 80s outfit, though that's not much of a costume these days.
ReplyDeleteThanks for letting me guest on your blog, Emma. This year I'm probably dressing as a Renaissance lady (if the weather is chilly) or else I'll be an angel with real feather wings. Then on Saturday night I'm going to be my Dark Fairy!
ReplyDeleteMy favorite costume was a vampire one, of course, with a black cape and hood which came from Shannon, Ireland. Perhaps it belonged to a dearg-due!
ReplyDeleteBravo, Linda! The finished product is even better than the draft I read!
ReplyDeleteThanks for visiting Tony-Paul and Toni V.S.!
ReplyDeleteHi Linda and Emma!
ReplyDeleteLinda,
I love Halloween, too. My friends and I are having a Halloween Witch Tea. It's all in fun with witch hats,scones and treats, while we sip home-brewed tea.
I love your tales- Angels, demons or vampires. They're all wickedly enthralling. I must add
Night Before Doomsday to my Kindle. :)
I wish you the best!
Thanks for dropping in Karen!
ReplyDeleteGreat post. Spooky thought embedded. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteKaren good to see you. Yes, I have 2 Halloween parties this year, and I hope the weather stays mild because my costumes are not very warm! Thanks again Emma for letting me play on your blog.
ReplyDeleteCalisa thanks for stopping by!!